Let the rain wash away

all my hopes and expectations

all the sins and revelations

the do’s and dont’s

the things I wanted to do but wouldn’t

the things I didn’t want to do but did

the things I want to do but shouldn’t

the things I don’t want to do but will

all the things I hate

and the things I love that can’t be loved

the ones who don’t give me

what I want and need

the ones who make me cry

the things I do

to make myself cry

the things I do to make it bad

and the things they do to make it worse

the things I did to make it come back

and the things I did to make it go away

and then come back

to go away again

Let it wash away the person I was

And the one that I’ve become

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